February 2012
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I love sleeping in other people’s bed. The feeling of their fabric against my skin… so strange, so beautiful. The scent of their room’s atmosphere… so conspicuous, so new. The comfort I get… so impossible, so true.
It’s not the kind of post-sex feeling. It’s more than that. It’s the unparalleled abundance, the uncanny...
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It’s no surprise that when I’ve reached a breaking point with my own bullshit, I become hyper-critical of everyone else at the same time.
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Today I woke up crying because I dreamt that this person I sorta— well— really care about unfriended me on Facebook.
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I’ve decided that instead of laughing out loud for real anymore, I’m just gonna start saying “lol.” It’s way more concise.
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Admittedly, spilling my soul to people I barely know usually turns out to be a humiliating mistake, but once in a blue moon it pays off.
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I think I’d fair pretty well in a street fight. Not because of any physical prowess, I just have a lot of bottled rage.
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Weep Not
Weep not, my love,
Weep not, my love,
Your heart is close to me.
You fucking bitch,
Ungrateful cunt,
Your heart is close to me.
Oh, do not fear,
I’m nearer than near,
Your heart is close to me.
I’ll gouge out your eyes
And pound in your fucking head,
You fucking bitch whore,
Your heart is close to me.
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I tend to fall in love with every stranger I see who possesses some kind of engaging peculiarity in himself/herself.
What happens after that is, of course, what always happens next: it’s either I fall out of love or stay in love with the idea of him, her or them and then forever have my heart broken.
Anonymous asked: Why does it need to take time, always? I feel like I've wasted so much time already.
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“Are you okay?” I was great until you asked me that question. Now I’m blind with rage. Thanks for your concern, as always.
Anonymous asked: I seek passion. not just some work. til' now i don't know what's my passion. it's a big deal for me, i don't know why. Is it just me or other people also feel this way? It makes me feel lost and helpless. To make my situation worse i have family problems to worry about as well. I'm sorry, i know i'm not supposed to share these things to you since i'm just a...
Anonymous asked: i hope you don't mind if i stay anonymous... how do you cope with it? being lost and helpless.. life is so unfair.. other people get to have a happy life..
Anonymous asked: i feel lost and helpless right now. i feel trapped in a maze full of negative of vibes and i cant seem to find the way out... :(
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So my 10-year-old sister just got home and said she saw someone got killed today. “The old man chopped off the younger man’s head.”
And now she’s crying.
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I’ve always been attracted to older people— both men and women. And I mean that in every sense of the word.
They just seem to be mature enough and I feel as though I can learn heaps of things from them to the extent that they intimidate me. And truth be told, I love it when people intimidate me because it only happens once in a blue moon. Old people’s...
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